i went with geraldine to parkway to find u today but no see no see so we went to find danggwee but too bad he aint workin till eight.so we went back to te interchange.its hard to believe i really got to get me maths done but just a page though better than nothing its till good with the yakk blablablaing away but its good it keeps ur mouth from gaing fat?i ate oreo mcflurry at parkway afetr thinking i feel stupid going to two mcdonalds in a day just to eat a mcflurry and pee.i should have watched rockstar supernova at home.well i promised u ill study hard.i failed prelims badly but im sure i do better for n lelevels its a promise.i wonder if i can maintain the 6 for 3 subjects that i achieved in mid year.but no fucks given just want to get to sec 5 can i do it ?i believe i can i still remember our first hug at the forth level outside the toilet sweet it was the first can we have that till we die?every day during d & t i would go back sit and recall what happened looking at the same spot wondering if i can stil see us there.me facing the community centre you tapping me in a few waves we departed,i got home thinking we got only a few hoours left togetehr a losing feeling feeling sad,but isnt it worst now.itsnot the end.there will be no end.im patient i can wait.i kept checking myself and thinking if im sure and if i really love you.its obvious,its strightforward,its unbeatable.2 msgs left unreplied im all ready out of singapore feeling lost u had cell group and im feeling like cat shit looking at the emergency calls only on my fone screen how sad 3 more days without u.the postcard still in my pocket my hands fimly holding it thats something so dear so meaningful so faraway?tose days are long gone but i still wont forget the times we had.now its just a one sided thing me old teacher told me it takes two hands to clap how about mine and urs?i need you.i guess prepaid card is out?but thats just one way,how about borrowing another fone to notify me?did u?dosent matter 9 days are gone.9 days thats fucking long eh?what if someone on the street asks u u know whose jasper?would u say never heard of him?i cant imagine.i talk to myself to much i need to talk to u.my soon to be wife?can i propose to u if i buy all the chocolate in the world?would u walk off ?this is a mystery do u know?goodnight dear girl wonder if u knew if i even bothered to blog/sweetdreams/