wherefore do i weep
at knowing the joy
the warmth
at feeling the pace
the fire

wherefore do i weep
unable to compete
to be
unknown the kiss
the flames

wherefore do i weep
at loving not living
seeing not touching
breathing not sharing
holding not loving

all
because i the fool
am no more

j;love

the ultimate year of fucking false hopes

god have you blasted me?or are you still blessing me?or am i blessed or am i blasted

102 sad memories ican tell a story for each of them

what the fuck mom?

1. Guys don't actually look after good-
looking girls.
they prefer neat
and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3.When a guy says he doesn't understand
you, it
simply means you're not
thinking the way he is.

4. Guys may be flirting around all day but
before
they go to sleep,
they always think about the girl they truly
care
about ..

5. When a guy really likes you, he'll
disregard all
your bad
characteristics.

6. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

7. Guys will do anything just to get the
girl's
attention.

8. When you touch a guy's heart, there's
no
turning back.

9. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it
as "try
again tomorrow".
.... so true.

10. You have to tell a guy what you
really want
before he gets the
message clearly.

11. Guys love their moms.

12. A guy would sacrifice his money for
lunch just
to get you a couple
of roses.

13. A guy often thinks about the girl who
likes him.
But this doesn't
mean that the guy likes her.

14. You can never understand him unless
you
listen to him.

15. If a guy tells you he loves you once in
a
lifetime. He does.

16. Beware. Guys can make gossips
scatter
through half of the face of
the earth faster than girls can.

17. Like Eve, girls are guys' weaknesses.

18. Guys are very open about themselves.

19. It's good to test a guy first before you
believe
him. But don't let
him wait that long.

20. Guys hate it when their clothes get
dirty. Even
a small dot.

21. Guys really admire girls that they like
even if
they're not that
much pretty.

22. If a guy tells you about his problems,
he just
needs someone to
listen to him. You don't need to give
advice ... very
true.

23. A usual act that proves that the guy
likes you
is when he teases
you.

24. Guys keep secrets that girls tell them.

25. Guys think too much.

26. Guys fantasies are unlimited.

27. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a
guy but
her weight
does! ... very true.

28. Guys tend to get serious with their
relationship
and become too
possessive. So watch out girls!!!

29. Guys are more talkative than girls are
especially when the topic is
about girls.

30. You can truly say that a guy has good
intentions if you see him
praying sometimes.

31. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy
likes
you.

32. Guys hate girls who overreact.

33. Guys love you more than you love
them IF they
are serious in your
relationships.

i reap what i sow
damn i got scolded seriously by the vegetablle its damn heartaching to his jasper i know you can make it that why im telling you al this tone and his wrinkled robert kubica look.and most fucked of all is my hair got caught today.and watching mr kang cutting someones hair kept me thinking about it all through exam.i love you more everyday my daerest ghost

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B83pHV252JU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YtWU4FbOLW4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=swrfGzGlpJ8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SA7VVfZGjv4
jackass golf corse air horn

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IVzk8QqFn6g

fuck i screwd 2 more subjects but its fine they were lousyly set even my grandmother can set it better.ou really to rest more you dont look to good at all,good luck my darling

oh you make me so proud.its the crackieiest smile in days.10days thats longer than a mile.well without you its hard to study.my msn isnt working so all i can do is just blog hopefully to change ur mand and to improve my typing at the same time.anw i really miss you though is still good to get to see you since holidays are over.anw hair checks getting hot hope im safe.anw im going to get some slurpee so i wont die of brain overheating

you look different today weaker?paler?or is it just the pain?i gave up on maths and geography today just such a lousy feeling the wrong chair wrong table wrong pen unmechanical pencil evry thing just isn't right.why?i think im suffering from wb again.i wonder if its a monthly thing?well hows ur exams?hope u do well was too rushed this morning didnt get to send a good luck msg tru but i dno will it really bring good luck?anyway anyway anyway im really so bored got totally no mood to study and having so much tution makes me feel like im stuck in cement or stuck in reverse?well i f im stuck in reverse i ould still continue reversing until i crash.but what will happen when i crash can i go to hospital and get a piece of little band aid?or maybe i cup or lime juice from a nurse?nah im in singapore maybe nice nurses are just one in a million?im so bored no guitar no drums no bao bao no love what do i do?

Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
The worries
are washed out to sea
See the changes, people´s faces
blurred out
Like sunspots or raindrops

Now all those feelings,
Those yesterdays
feelings will all be lost in time
But today I’ve wasted
away for today is on my mind

Left the only worries I
had in my hands
Away from the light in my eyes
Holding
tight and try not to hide how i feel

Cuz Feelings
mean nothing


Yea today is on my
mind.

I can´t get a worry
Im feeling so
lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart
Close
my eyes and move to the back of my mind

Where
feelings mean nothing


I can´t
get a worry
I’m feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all
this love in my heart...

heres miss murder for my own miss murder

baby baby darling i am such an ass
suddenly came a thought that you would be in your class
i sent a message thinking i am smart
but on second tought you would be in the hall.
now my hopes are dashed miss number 4.i think its ur place.not sure though but feels damn right to be sitting there during my chinese exam.i left a memory for you to collect.well even if ure having ur big 'o's in the hall.i think there still will be a day for normal lessons?but i won't know where ure going to sit.so lets see where ur legs take you.u can use the top 4 lines trying the incy wincy spider tune i wonder if it works but my imagination is like so powerfull it can make a volcanoe in adolescent mode go through puberty once i get an idea isn't it great?well i jsut cant seem to get myself into panic!mode when the exams are just so near away.well well well well ijust got to hope and pray that i dont get writers block for n levels english like i did in prelim maybe i need some shanghai baby?nah i dont think so just got to listen to more songs.and talk more tom yself to self train my english.would i get a 1 again?maybe?pray for me?i wonder if i can concentrate if we study?anw mabye.well count our blessings while they hot if not it wont be nice to count when they are cooled.

feel like eating pizza with you now.havent seen u for days except ur pics but saddening thay cant move like slim lyn veril.do u think i can pass if i wrote the way i wrote the first long letter i gave you?i think so.like they say its the thought that counts.not the shit that is given.anw good night baby sleep loose dont fall out bed.


j;love

smile smile come again

Felipe Massa had made most of the running in Q3 and Q2, but at the end of Q1 team mate Michael Schumacher appeared to have done enough to secure yet another pole position, in front of the adoring tifosi.

But just as everyone was preparing to celebrate, Kimi Raikkonen’s McLaren came flying out of the Parabolica, to eclipse Schumacher’s lap of 1m 21.486s with 1m 21.484s. It could not have been choreographed better.

The two of them were in turn just ahead of fleet Nick Heidfeld, who admitted that he was surprised to push his BMW Sauber into third slot with 1m 21.653s, putting Massa back to fourth on 1m 21.704s.

Once again Fernando Alonso had to get used to fifth place, but the Renault had pace. The Spaniard was unlucky to pick up debris after overshooting the first chicane having been short-braked a little by one of the Ferraris. The result was a right-rear puncture and a slow lap crawling back to the pits on the Michelin’s sidewalls. The flying rubber damaged the bodywork, so by the time the Renault went back out it was slightly less than optimised. Alonso then made one very quick stop before blasting into a warm-up lap that he completed with a second to spare before the chequered flag fell. As a result he was able to hoist himself from eighth to fifth with a lap of 1m 21.704s. He’ll be a threat on Sunday.

i went with geraldine to parkway to find u today but no see no see so we went to find danggwee but too bad he aint workin till eight.so we went back to te interchange.its hard to believe i really got to get me maths done but just a page though better than nothing its till good with the yakk blablablaing away but its good it keeps ur mouth from gaing fat?i ate oreo mcflurry at parkway afetr thinking i feel stupid going to two mcdonalds in a day just to eat a mcflurry and pee.i should have watched rockstar supernova at home.well i promised u ill study hard.i failed prelims badly but im sure i do better for n lelevels its a promise.i wonder if i can maintain the 6 for 3 subjects that i achieved in mid year.but no fucks given just want to get to sec 5 can i do it ?i believe i can i still remember our first hug at the forth level outside the toilet sweet it was the first can we have that till we die?every day during d & t i would go back sit and recall what happened looking at the same spot wondering if i can stil see us there.me facing the community centre you tapping me in a few waves we departed,i got home thinking we got only a few hoours left togetehr a losing feeling feeling sad,but isnt it worst now.itsnot the end.there will be no end.im patient i can wait.i kept checking myself and thinking if im sure and if i really love you.its obvious,its strightforward,its unbeatable.2 msgs left unreplied im all ready out of singapore feeling lost u had cell group and im feeling like cat shit looking at the emergency calls only on my fone screen how sad 3 more days without u.the postcard still in my pocket my hands fimly holding it thats something so dear so meaningful so faraway?tose days are long gone but i still wont forget the times we had.now its just a one sided thing me old teacher told me it takes two hands to clap how about mine and urs?i need you.i guess prepaid card is out?but thats just one way,how about borrowing another fone to notify me?did u?dosent matter 9 days are gone.9 days thats fucking long eh?what if someone on the street asks u u know whose jasper?would u say never heard of him?i cant imagine.i talk to myself to much i need to talk to u.my soon to be wife?can i propose to u if i buy all the chocolate in the world?would u walk off ?this is a mystery do u know?goodnight dear girl wonder if u knew if i even bothered to blog/sweetdreams/