its months ago.but i remeber it like its yesterday
dear v;love
thanks for giving me the 44 happiest days of my life.26.5.06 to 8.7.06 where i spent my life as your dearest.you know i love you and you can always come back to me if you want because i love you far too much to turn you down.nd i'll nevr forget the memorabble messages and testis.i also wonder why i was so sure we would never beak up and that we would get married happily in the end.you said,we could still be friends but thats not what i want ,i want to be ur dearest husband forever.i felt strange because i ws sure you understand me but instaed'no u dun.n u didnt.that was sad but this was happy,i felt like the luckiest man alive to receive this--v;love.14-jun-06 09.33.gdmorning my dear jasperrr!i bet ure still slping nw since u go to bed so late everynite huh.lol.its gna b antr long day): so dun frget to tink of mee!haha.love<3.
and my first scare ws when you saidd'since when was there ever any love'.i totally didnt understand what you meant by thatbut its ok i do now.and i still remember the first night i got your phone number i felt really bad,the night you threw your mp3 away,and that was the night you did most of the talking and i failed to console you.i already loved you before i got your number.i remebered mesaging you like mad on msn for hours,i was worried i irritated you after i didn't see you online for 4 days.after i got your number.44 days not exact but close it was near the holiday lessons i remeber.and theres one thing i never fail to do everyday look at the small bookmark i made to remeber you,its something no one else has,not even ur closest friends.already feeling some shock i went to your blog no more j;love.friendster?,no j;love too except the picture, i wondered was that the of me in ur heart?the more i thought the more i teared i wondered why go to justin'shouse why no more j;love ?but i never knew.and one thing i couldnt stop thinking about ,meeting love at parkway,giving her the shirt hearing you ay thank you in front of me.it was hard to concentrate hard not to smile but its over now,no smile anymore,i wonder how you are too.i was quite confident you changed because there wasnt a good night message and the next day 1 word replies then uve denied uve changed .maybe?uve seen a side of me,i wonder if you think im a beast?im sure i am not.i have self control and determination,but ive lost ur love,i can no longer smile like mad in the morning,noght unless i have you.i hope you will come back to me soon.and dont forget the 3 things you promised me.its 22.51 now,im going to try to sleep.gdnight.hope you receive this in skool.
from j;love
thanks for giving me the 44 happiest days of my life.26.5.06 to 8.7.06 where i spent my life as your dearest.you know i love you and you can always come back to me if you want because i love you far too much to turn you down.nd i'll nevr forget the memorabble messages and testis.i also wonder why i was so sure we would never beak up and that we would get married happily in the end.you said,we could still be friends but thats not what i want ,i want to be ur dearest husband forever.i felt strange because i ws sure you understand me but instaed'no u dun.n u didnt.that was sad but this was happy,i felt like the luckiest man alive to receive this--v;love.14-jun-06 09.33.gdmorning my dear jasperrr!i bet ure still slping nw since u go to bed so late everynite huh.lol.its gna b antr long day): so dun frget to tink of mee!haha.love<3.
and my first scare ws when you saidd'since when was there ever any love'.i totally didnt understand what you meant by thatbut its ok i do now.and i still remember the first night i got your phone number i felt really bad,the night you threw your mp3 away,and that was the night you did most of the talking and i failed to console you.i already loved you before i got your number.i remebered mesaging you like mad on msn for hours,i was worried i irritated you after i didn't see you online for 4 days.after i got your number.44 days not exact but close it was near the holiday lessons i remeber.and theres one thing i never fail to do everyday look at the small bookmark i made to remeber you,its something no one else has,not even ur closest friends.already feeling some shock i went to your blog no more j;love.friendster?,no j;love too except the picture, i wondered was that the of me in ur heart?the more i thought the more i teared i wondered why go to justin'shouse why no more j;love ?but i never knew.and one thing i couldnt stop thinking about ,meeting love at parkway,giving her the shirt hearing you ay thank you in front of me.it was hard to concentrate hard not to smile but its over now,no smile anymore,i wonder how you are too.i was quite confident you changed because there wasnt a good night message and the next day 1 word replies then uve denied uve changed .maybe?uve seen a side of me,i wonder if you think im a beast?im sure i am not.i have self control and determination,but ive lost ur love,i can no longer smile like mad in the morning,noght unless i have you.i hope you will come back to me soon.and dont forget the 3 things you promised me.its 22.51 now,im going to try to sleep.gdnight.hope you receive this in skool.
from j;love
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