she said she cant be mine

live fast die fun

the leading women in my secondary skool lifes *

v,j,c,g,j,r,f

each of them mean lots to me

each of them makes me hate them

each of them i love

each of them changes

some can be so kind

some has done so much for me

some i miss

some might be my downfall oneday

this 4 years

i found one that makes me love

i found one that makes me smile

i found one that says lol too much

i found one that i can understand

i found one that i can share my crap with

i found one that was my first but wasnt true

i found one that said so much to that made me wonder

but i see women like ive never seen them

i might never see them again

but i wont forget them

they mean alot

i hope they know me

i hope for more hopes

i hope to be loved

i hope im not hoping for too much

but i know they have hearts but where did the hearts go?

everyone was heartache at sometime

everyone made me smile

everyone is special but i have favourites

but the favourites dont have me

males are bastards

can i be a female?

i wonder how would i feel on the verge of death

will i still be thinking about these 7 ladies?

i might be looking at the mirror

old man loose skin loose balls

and everything different

but nothing might be the same

i just hope this com stays because

i have the most important conversation

it means alot to me

even if we didnt argue i still hate it that u dont believe so much

and so much i still cant understand

its exactly 00:00 now the middle of two days

friday and saturday

i wonder in the important of meaning ful times in my life

will i still think of this moment

or will i be a casanova?

i wont want to be one

but theres always a time when i feel i hate women so much

i want revenge but i still got love and i know there are good women i love

but its hard

nothing is easy

the only woman keeping me alive now

is sidney sheldon

thanks woman i love the stories

but i think im sick of stories

god sort my life please

i wished i understood everythingbut what the fuck for when theres nothing i can do

maybe just pray

yea

i love praying i feel safe

its like locked somewhere no one can find me

just me

i will die alone

god give me fun

i wish i can have a blog with no posts

and a mind like a library full of memories

i wont need a blog only until just before i die

i will say thanks to everyone in my life

hah

take my life

a superb woman with an easy sense of humour and a warmth that made being around her a pleasure.

she had an oval face that changed from interesting to beautiful,

depending on her mood.

she had the high cheekbones of a model and almond shaped eyes.

her hair was dark and beautiful

she had a figure that made females envious

and the males fantasize

yet she was unaware of how beautiful she was

she never believed i love her now

but she will know the truth one day

but it might be too late

well im a waiter and i will wait

or we might see each other in hell

good lucks for Os

what did i do miss j?

:(

99 Kriegsminister
Streichholz und Benzinkanister
Hielten sich für schlaue Leute
Witterten schon fette Beute
Riefen: Krieg und wollten macht
Mann wär hätte das gedacht
Dass es einmal soweit kommt
Wegen 99 Luftballons

miss jjjjjjjj i dont want

i don want you to be unhappy

god give me guidance

worst day since the first lady left me

1.when to chinatown

2.to watch a chance of earning 60$ go past

3.went to bras basah and bought tom skins instead of snare skins

4.saw that my daddarios not a virgin

5.tried a telecaster and had to buy picks to try it

6.lent so much money i don't think i would ever get back and its worst than betting

7.miss j was studying

8. a to do list from my mum

9.dental next week

10.my dear snare stressed to be stressed

11.my evans stressed to be stressed

12.fell down the bus steps

but

at least she remebers me and smilies for me

see you tonight?the common term woman?

sleep soon sunny

ha miss j

spying on me eh

caught you

can i not let you go?

had fun at shermans house today we met moby and the 18 girls

well i got a good idea

but its time to learn how to use photoshop

and the damn scanner

bloody kamal so good at project gotham

but ofcourse no one is greater then jasper the great except myself

videocalling is like my new addiction

its better than mtion

her smile is sweeter than the sweetest sweets

so much that i dont need sweets

her raisin and diamond makes me smile

her hair makes me wild

exams are down the drain

now its hardcore music+miss j-ing

hopefully doodle will be smart enough to put his squire and his mini item in my house

rather than mine in his

but i got no tv no ps 2

no burnout

no boxing

but i got the ccheat code

haaahahahahaha

and to the double n woman

great the haze is back

i realised that im getting weaker

i need to get new skin

fuck

i miss burout so badly

happy watching ur show miss j

and lets compare rings one day

or do you want to exchange?

strainer with love

can this replace my rhythm/treble switch?

ur smile=motivation

best song

Chitty Bang Bang, Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Bang Bang, Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Bang Bang, Chitty Chitty Bang Bang

O you pretty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang, we love you
And in Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang, what we'll do
Near, far, in our motor car
O what a happy time we'll spend
Bang Bang, Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend

You're sleek as a thoroughbred
You're seats are a feather bed
You'll turn everybody's head today
We'll glide on our motor trip
With pride in our ownership
The envy of all we survey

O you pretty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang, we love you
And our Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang loves us too
High low anywhere we go
On Chitty Chitty we depend
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend
Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend

It's uncategorical
A fuel burning oracle
A phantasmagorical machine
It's more than spectacular
To use the vernacular
It's wizard, it's smashing, it's keen

O Chitty, you Chitty, pretty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang, we love you
And Chitty, in Chitty, pretty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang, what we'll do
Near Chitty, far Chitty, in our motor car
O what a happy time we'll spend
Bang Bang, Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend
Bang Bang, Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Our fine four fendered friend...

Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang

momma

smile so much till i cant sleep

yeah thanks miss j

im back in normal gear again

i really admire you for sleeping till so late

guiness world records?

earthshattering smiles

video call-webcam

great days

i wouldn't mind living my ife as it is

corrodoing earings?

swimming?

study?

tution?

one more happy night?

maybe not got d & t tomorow

hahah

but i feel so happy seeing a moving person in msn

painted nails

chips

water

long hair and an obedient girl

maybe i will go bras basah to buy snare skins tomorow

evans or remo?

remo or evans?

wtf i want an ocdp snare

got $

all in coins and 6$

and need to top up ez link the last time i went there i got lost

then took a cab home with no $ in the end

my harmoniccs and beast and the harlots' suprisingly good today

yeah i feel great i just hope i can sleep more

lap top vs computer

bed vs chair

have fun today miss j

my new remo

tambourine?

my less than 1 year old snare skin

in my textb ook

red sun

beauty haze

ecp ski

i hate to see you loving that jap man

though i dont own you anymore

i still love you very much

much much much more

now its not just about waiting

you hate me

i don't want you to hate me anymore

you are my dream girl

all i ever need

impossible?

today:double dashed by miss j

fa won in suzuka

ate dinner at the canton wok

yea great stuff

and i seem to hate japan

i realised how little

i know about you now

and i realised that there are so many songs that represents us

though its fading what can i do?

while listening to as i am i realised

for guitar

05:23 foreplay

05:31 faster....

05:34 wavering

05:40 coming..

05:43 savouring

05:45 all the way,wont hold back

05:51 orgasm

05:54wtf

05:56 in the mouth

06:00 afterplay

then drumsolo wah that was fun did you like it too?

to those who understand,i extend my hand

to the doubtful i demand,take me as i am

not under your command,i know where i stand

i won't change to fit your plan,take me as i am