10 resons to fuck a guitar player(me)

1.they keep going even though it hurts

2.they can play various positions

3.they know how to make the right sounds

4.they do it right or they dont do it at all

5.they are used to working with bare hands

6.they can tap to a beat

7.they know how to use both hands and mouth at the same time

8.they know how to make you scream for more

9.they are so pro they dont have to watch what they are doing

10.theyre open to performing in groups

whos B ?

good sleep

wow

i remmebeereed my dreams yesterday

first one

i dreampt uncle hired me to test clothes for him and materials and i was his model

woke up record show for jason

second

he was on a bed of cherries with roses and ashes the the there was a rotting table he asked me to lick strawberry condoms to see if i like them

woke up

time for wresting

the drops of rain they fall all over

this awkward silence makes me crazy

the glow inside burns light upon her

tidal waves they rip right through me

tears from eyes worn cold and sad

pick me up now,i need you so bad

down down down down

down down down down

down down down down

down down down down

it gets me so

your vows of silence fall all over

the look in your eyes makes me crazy

i feel the darkness break upon her

i'll take you over if you let me

had a good talk with raman today

not sick anymore!

just blocked nose and cold sweat

unleashed my cooking skills!

mummy cares

one day ill drink anlene milk

i love wrestling in these boring days

ill see uncle soon for more shirts to come

ill keep it to myself people want it to end

but i cant keep it

ill write it all out

find it when i die

dong

fuck everything

wont use the com

much more

come quickly 18th

yeah i got fan mail!

and dont worry it can stop now

its ur brain you work it

i cant

finnally can sleep normal again

sick

and i dint understand the surprise at all

heres a surprise for the milk woman

i blogging 5 hrs and 50 mins before midnight.

enjoi

i slept only after waking mummy up then worke up a few hours klater

then ordered rite pizza

meat supreme and hawaiian with potato wedges as side orede

luch and i still cant finnish it

so ill leave it while watching wrestling tonight

mummy misses me for the first time?

and the return of jackassper is back

and it sure is funner msging in tag form than compared to msn

im so damn tempted to get a new cap and more fsas shirts and the collared atticus

looks slightly umbro though

anyway

veri uve read it

i duno if you believe anot

but nvm

anlene this is the surprise

prat 2

this must be the hardest of all posts because i might lose what i have accomplished with mum i hope mummy understands

i cant keep it anymore

but i delayed this for so long i quite forgotten what to type

dont blame me for my slow typing some curly dick knocked my phone out of my hands and kicked it at orchard.

the cover half came oout the nav keys aint working properly

mummy:

if you study so hard please take care of ur brains

im the best?

im retarded?

watch less dvds study less eat less msg me more!

the first lady:

31 oct 06 11.29

you feel wtf right?

thats how i felt for the past months

i hope you understand but i dont think you ever will

you dont seem to like replying

its like a cahnce of a shooting star?

well even you say friends i think its more complicated than that

main thing is i dont feel like one

why?

i owe you a postcard and a letter

i thought i could love you forever but its impossible

if we were still communicating normally its possible

but we dont

and i dont want to drag this anymore

its going to kill me even before jealousy does

especially when that douchebag is alive

i honestly hate him

and i dont give a meat whatever reson he gives

its ok

i never wanted to be say all these

but i dont want to die without saying it

at least some human will know

wel if hes so good let him be ur douche bag hell love it

i really wonder do you treat all ur bfs like this

or is this just urself

i really dont want to say this

but if you dont know what im thinking

you might die single

well thats what im hoping but ure a waste to die like this

so good luck

the past

finnally you are willing to meet me.after knowing you i realised love is not just about me.i learnt that i have to think about ur feelings too.no one can make me smile like you can cry like you can,i felt that you are the one and only thats why im determinned to mend my ways.

sometimes i think when will be the day we can smile and think back about these days with our grandchildren running around.anw exams are coming and me might even be seperated so i wish we could we would always me together.i wonder if i told you my grandparents werent allowed to get married but my grandmuzzer ran away from home to get married i think.if this need to happen i will proudly say for you i will.anw we can look forward to ur phototaking session :)

to dearest verillyn 10.32

20 aug 2006

well thats history

i never got my promise

and i never got to deliver this

maybe when i was dreaming you were supporting by playing along

thanks alot

(postcard)

(letter)

veril my dearest i don't know how to start

25aug06 07:06-oh sry forgot.heh.gdmrning!

(i was smilling)

25aug06 07:10-sure cya den (:

(still smilling)

25aug06 07:11-nt in sch yet.

(smilling...)

25aug06 07:13-reaching sch .where're u?

(i love ur concern)

25aug06 07:20-im gg in

((:)

25aug06 08:15-tks for e candy btw.ya 2 tests.u?

(still cool)

25aug06 08:21-next period and after recess dno when

-no reply-

25aug06 16:04-ure an ass

(??)

25aug06 16:07-i bet u had a great time taking -

(quite sad)

25aug06 16:16-whatever.i cant be bothered to tellanyone

(sad)

25aug06 21:40-u knw what,i guess i cant kp my promise,i dun tink i can survive anymre surprises.anw study hard.gdnite

(devestated)

25aug06 21:46-smtimes i seriously dno if ure playing dumb but forget it im done wit dis.dun bother waiting for my replies in future.cos i wont.

(im so sad,i smilled)

31aug06 18:06-if u get to sec 5,i would .n happytxhers days too.ok switch off ur phobne and study hard.

(surprised,mystyfied)

31aug06 18:08-dun wry.i wont anymore.

(shit)

31aug06 21:33-hey.sorry if-said anyth bad or whatever.he dosen't understand the situation well enough but anyway i just felt that i had to apologise.goodnight

(somethings wrong.i just know)

31aug06 21:35-nvm.i was talking nonsense

(you really need me)

01sep06 14:13-nths wrng.n dun msg alrdy.

(back to normal)

01sep06 22:58-no its nth like the bands u listen to.anw sleepsoon goodnight

(i need you)

now i want to explain that what happened was i took pics of her,put them on friendster ,was guilty because,i took the pics without pemission and used my hp in class.but i dont know how or why you said i took upskirt pics of her which i really didnt.this was why i got the strokes i also agree i dont deserve it but nvm.i just hope you would believe me.you were happy,everythingds fine until you heard this,to me its a misunderstanding,but to you i dont know.im telling you the truth,what must i do to make you believe?you want to see the statement?i jsut want to clear this mess,but will you talk?am i a pain in ur ass?now that ive written theis letr i just hope you believe me.and dont forget.

bryans MG15CD vs jaspers AD15VT

marshall vs vox

marshall

armed with two channels,a three-band EQ,FDD and 15 watt RMS of

real Marshall power.1x8' MG15CD combo delivers superb tone-

from pristine clean to out and out filth!the ultra-flexible contour control

allows you to fine-tune the all-important mids from woody and warm to

scooped and slammin'...and all points in between

vox

VOX Valve Reactor for true tube power amp sound and feel. The AD100VT, AD50VT, AD30VT and AD15VT feature our patented VOX Valve Reactor found on all Valvetronix products. The Valve Reactor circuit uses a 12AX7 triode vacuum tube together with an actual low-wattage tube power amp circuit, a virtual output transformer and a dummy speaker circuit that simulates the impedance changes of a real speaker. It also reconfigures itself so that its characteristics are the same as the amps it’s modeling (class A, class AB, negative feedback circuit, etc.). This means that all of the nuances of the original amp model including sound, feel, distortion and presence are reproduced accurately. Eleven realistic amp models using sophisticated modeling technology A total of eleven coveted amp types are provided. Starting with the classic AC30 and ranging from vintage to modern, higain to clean, a variety of amp models are built-in, giving you an incredible range of sound-creating potential. Selecting the amp model and adjusting the tone controls is as intuitive as it gets – just turn the knobs! Eleven high-quality effects cover the basics Nine standard effects indispensable for any guitarist are built-in. These include auto wah, compressor, phaser, chorus, flanger, tremolo, rotary, delay and reverb. With the addition of combination-type effects, you have a total of eleven effects to choose from. Each effect lets you adjust several parameters. There’s also a Tap button that makes it easy to set the delay time or modulation speed. Save your user programs in CH1 or CH2 Channel Select mode lets you save two of your own programs, including the combination of amp and effect settings. You can access either channel at a touch, for immediate switching while you play. Easily select the classic sound for each amp type. The new Preset mode gives you a tonal starting point for each amp model. You can enter Preset mode at the touch of a button, and then simply choose an amp model to automatically get the preset sound for that amp. Select a Preset, modify it and save it to CH1 or CH2. Manual mode lets you hear your exact sound settings In Manual mode, the sound you’re hearing will be exactly what the knob settings indicate – just as on a conventional amp. It’s visually intuitive, so it’s quick and easy to create just the sound you’re looking for. Convenient line/headphone jack for home recording or late-night practising You can connect the line/headphone jack to your mixer, multi-track recorder or headphones. Since the character of the cabinet is also added to this signal, the sound will have a sense of ’air’ and depth even when you’re listening through headphones or recording direct. The AD100VT & AD50VT both have an external speaker output, and effect-loop jacks have been built into the AD100VT making it convenient to connect with external effect processors. Adjust the output wattage of the power amp The AD100VT, AD50VT & AD30VT let you adjust the output wattage from 1~100W(AD100VT), 1~50W(AD50VT) & 1~30W(AD30VT) so you can lower the volume without losing the sense of drive that’s unique to tube amps. You can get the great distinctive tube sound at a volume that’s appropriate for any location. Footswitchable control If the optional VFS2 dual foot switch is connected, you can use it to switch between user programs (CH1, CH2) or to bypass the effect. Alternatively, you can choose to have the footswitch activate Manual mode instead of Effect Bypass, which gives you hands-free switching between three different sounds (the two user programs and the Manual settings) for convenience during a live performance

end of amps

i went to guitar 77 saw the schecter omen 6 FR extreme when the man said it costs $599 i almost came but i still dont think its that sheap or maybe i got the wrong guitar because the only collor is cherry black but the one there wasnt.maybe its $5999.went to davis and bought brayans amp for cheap well at least he really got it it wasnt a dream.awesome man.well still not tube amp.but the distortion and usage is so straight forward mine is so complicated.and honestly i like the word marshall more.i decided my guitar looks too formal toremove the humbucker casing.but if i were using zacky's guitar in beast and the harlot it will look nice.so im gonna keep it on

end of guitars

yesterday was quite crazy after sending mum and dad off to the airport we went to macdonals drive in and glenn went to top up the ezlink.watched 2oclock monday night raw and it was repeat.so i went to use the com.then i asked uncle when the new famous shirts will come.but it went wrong.24oct06 22:58 next month...so how are yoou, josper ?Would you like to work as other boys did as young as 14 only ? by the way how old are you ?24oct06 23:02 good, i will in form you in due time ? you sure can work through the night ? hey,didn't tell me your age ?07nov06 03:39 josper, so late and you still awake ? what's in your mind ? just checking with our US base think should be arr on 17th friday night.. you parted with Bryan ?07nov06 03:46 you are a very decent boy. your parents won't let you go out ?still interested helping pack stocks?07nov06 03:51 why suddenly you don't like to go out 3with friends ? have you been let down ? maybe can tell uncle 07nov06 04:35 i am going to my bedroom to watch a movie with my 42inch tv and might be sleeping...keep msg i will reply if i am awake.cheer up and don't sound so sad or miserable if there's anything bothering let me know if uncle can be of any help.07 nov 06 04:03blabla.u live very near bryan ? hey uncle don't sleep so early,mostly have to stay up to 5am desaling with us.feel free to msg uncle... just keep uncle awake(wink again)i deleted the rest of the msgs

end of uncle

today.went to get the amp,walked from pacific plaza to singapura plaza to and fro 3 times while waiting for bryan to end work saw qing kui at robinsons working.when im in orchard i feel really short.when i was walking past tangs this model like woman whos so tall if i stood facing her by face would be in her chest and fortunately she was showing so much ouch i could have fainted damn hers were huge and she looked so so cool and relaxed then me and bryan were talking baout the usuall thingss again

for anlene i will end now

end of part 1 blogging

she dosent send pics already

is not replying a trend?

going shopping in an hour

parents out

exams in

wtf