its my first lesson soloing while justin plays rhythmn,a rare day,and its even rarer,when the lesson ends and someone comes with a les paul custom,who the fuck would get that?it was in a case with shiny gold around it,makes it feel like ure inside because i would need you more ththan that les paul,but what the hell,justin said whoa new case ah?he said ya,he said my father just bought it from swee lee for me,then why you bring here?my fataher told me to bring,how much?8000,fuck if i had 8000 i could have bought 13 schecters,bastard,8000 could even buy the reflective jem,dammit.its really nice to msg you in the morning,and welcome back insomnia,you work well with pictures,i feel the white swede from hagstrom looks nice too,and after a call to batman,idecided i should buy a schecter,then i realised why am i asking him for advice,we play totally different music,so guitars another day,and dear daughter,better drink less,alcohol isnt really good:)and i hope that newbie dosent steal you away from earth

i hope its not what i think it is,you said it but i wont know

damn after seeing all the pictures i got so much more to think about today,i seem to be sleeping later and later.i wonder if se will have to clear my pics,but there were 2 damn important ones,and i bet we are the only two who has it,no one else will.for the past months i spent hours on the com trying to get them all,im proud of what i got,but now,the situation has changed,i can see,but cant have them,you wont send them,you wont allow me to get them,theres so many ways,but i only got to lousiest way,the way you did,back in my best days,when i waqs ur wallpaper boy,i had 11o of them all so damn important,though it may not matter to anyone else,its alot to me,everyone is a memory and a story,and im not crazy,so please dont password it.i had as much as could take except that one,and now theres another,but i have to be gratefull that we are still friends.after the internet connections is lost after the msg that worries me i dont know what i wanted to type so much just now,now the new situation is another big thing has happened,im not going to be defeated,ill do my best i promise myself,because no one else cares,all they do is think im crazy or laugh,ill start next week,i havent practice guitar since last saturday,im starting to loose interests,bryan called me today,it feels much better talking as i havent spoken in hours,its just tv and reading and msgs rarely,i wonder if i go to ite next year what my hair will be like,ill let it grow and let it be stale and clean,then im a bald piece of crap when i go to army,by that time,ill be in tekong,wondering why i let you go to aus....i wonder what i have to do when i collect my results,it willl be sad wearing my uniform again,the one you loved,the one through it all.sometimes i wish i can make right decisions,so i dont have to piss you off.im sorry.sometimes i wonder why am i like that,i hope you wont say what you said the last time,its cruel,but its love.how i wish what they think is the real thing,but its just so far from the fact,so far that i can just hope for it to come true,enjoy tv everybody,why of all time does it have to happen,when my sister and mum walks around so much,i prefer the times in my room,when no one can see me,its really nice to have a brother who you can watch to spray insecticide on a cockroach for a minute when ure sad,isnt it amazing that when ure sad there will be someone who will make you feel better,thanks mummy,thanks jason,when i look into your eyes,i can see a love restrained,but darlin when i hold you dont you know i feel the same cause nothin lasts forever and we both know hearts can change,and its hard to hold a candle,we've been through this such a long time,just trying to kill the pain,but lovers always come and lovers always go and no ones really sure whos letting go today walking away,if we could make take the time to lay it on the line,i could rest my head,just knowing that you were mine...all mine...so if you want to love me,then darling dont refrain......hope everything goes well from the second day of december onwards

i wish i didnt ask,but i did,so what now?,wait until tomorow?

i was awakened by emily playing the fucking organ at 11 damn her,always irritating me in someway or another,im so damn bored.the last time i saw you was 5th oct.i really miss you.i blasted my amp to max today it rushed the wind out of my ears,i promise iwont do that again,whos ure saviour?i spent the afternoon arranging bottles on the bar counter at home thanks to christmas,i think i give up on working,ill just wait for cny,and since my dad wont buy anyth for my results ill just wait and buy for myself.your eyes are beautyfull sleep more,dont wreck them...

fuck,every beauty is at prom

i wonder if there are more beauties than 2006 express for sec 4s?

doodle agrees,anyone else?

talking about skool sadness really break our hearts

but first hair and mom

ill have to think about my hair and call my mum

then ill suddenly remmeber you saying,if you go to sec 5 i will

damn,thats a whole lot of pressure

and only one person is back from prom

and i least expected it

how cool

i finally got it thorugh my head,what i said was totally right

doodle got to suck my balls to agree

im bloody right

today was total show day

simpsons-malcom-wildboyz-chinese show-wwe-miami ink-tna-trl

veri dont get drunk!

beeeeeeeep

i slept in the hall from 3+ till 11+ in the morning today,dammit,there was a piece of duct tape rolled up on my bed and i thought it was some type of insect so didnt sleep in my room,i kept spraying it with insectcide but it wont move,so i gave up...

in the afternoon i went to far east to get the new fsas,i feel the shirts are getting uglier and uglier,the service badder and badder,uncle wasnt there so i had to pay full price,then the family i wanted only had s and m but actually for all fsas shirts also,in the end my mind messed up and i bought the wrong one,it came with a fsas stencil also,then after fareast i went to peninsular to see the humbuckers,the first thing i saw...synysters custom SH-8 invaders...oh baby theyre orgasmic,and they were for $125 but it wont match my guitar a single bit,so i thought of getting the normal SH-8 invader and its $125 also,then i was finding the SH-13 dimebucker didnt see it,i didnt realise what was happening in the shop,but when i looked up from the counter,the pretty lady boss was smilling at me,then she said may i help?dammit whatever she meant,but she already married justin told me,wahlao shes so fucking pretty,so i asked her if they sell dimebuckers,then she said yes but we are out of them,i cant stop jittering though,but she so calm,must be a pro man charmer,she said the stock will come in december and that many people have already placed orders and only the left over ones willl be on sale,i think the damn shop must doing so bloddy well if she keeps standing by the counter,even after i left i can still rememeber her powdery face smilling at me,then when i was walking i saw tommy and wenjie and randall,then i left i think it was quite rude of me when they called me and i just turned around,i wonder why i didd taht,but nvm its no so important,amazingly during the train ride home i felt you were next to me in the train all the while,but i wonder were you at,only replying me before sleeping,anyway have fun at prom,i wish i was there too...

yayogakk!

im back in depressed mood in the afternoon

ill go and buy a shirt tomorow

i impressed my dad with youtube today

luckily he wasnt messaging jeannette

the whole day was douing nothing except the only highlights of the day was the morning message from the money making veril then at night was the dinner at cartel,the waiters there were blur as pussies one served 2 soups when we ordered one the other was to blur to be called a man,maybe the olvls fucked his brains too hard,enema enlin found out my chinese name,what a let down,venacious verillyn remememememeberes my chinese name what a perky feeling,douche-bag doodle can play another full song,really wonderfull and its reptilia from the strokes this time,im really proud of him,and if you read this sorry,should !@##$% $%^& !@#!@#2 )*&^^ (* ^&* !@#$ ^& %$^# %^&*($% )(*& because mine is too slow,hope you understand:) anyway im ever reading ky-jelly-geller also didnt reply my msgs maybe some hooker stole his phone,and i bet i made ass-stitch alvins day by send him the limited stuff only for tall boys:) and since hes the ultimate fat fan,and since i bet my balls he dosent read my blog i can say all the bad things about him hahahahahahahahahaha,alvin lim da xiang,have fun,dont loose too many games,hope to see you next year so i can continue fantasizing about you when you play soccer,fat boy vin

i gave up my sony hi fi to pops today,he kept saying to word pok i dont know why,then after i help him set it up in the spare room he listened to it and said wah song,then he blasted it like never before,like those i use to hear at car shows,but i really miss my my sony its way better than the current lg im using and the sound is great,even though the cd player is screwed,and today my double bass right leg is at its best no mistakes and wasnt even tired after like 4 songs i wonder why,my tastee was better and could taste the salmon and chicks for dinner,since doodle has to work till around 10thdec i dont think i can wait to start signing up for lesssons with him and to start on our secret but i think i should work and get money or hapoefully work like 12hrs a day so i can be rich enough to marry you then mayeb can work with geller and elephant and the line6 equipment is really confusing me,and nam just told me the fsas shirts will be on sale tomorow because he went on friyday and day were checking stocks...i wonder if my blog is too full?

november rain

a boring day

but veri made it

:)

guai low,never thought you would dye ur hair

but no matter what its nice

i <3msn

i love talking to you on msn

happy christmas :)

i ate lots of fried chicks today

i wonder if ill manage to sleep after all you said

ill blog later when im calm again (: