you made my day,i hate today

not because you made it

but because you said it

were you joking?

i think not,but if i work it another way round,its true then

him=yes?

me=no?

i think so

its quite so obvious

im jealous

ive waited

no matter what,you are my frist priority

but today,i lied

im sorry

but you wont mind that i lied

you mind that ! @#$%% %)^% YOU

so wake me up when december ends

went to parkway today

ate the japan food

i ate vegetables

its the last lesson of the year

<3>

you saved me

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this shit is done

why wont you answer?

relive the old meatal core avenged sevenfold,it was horrible so much screaming and shouting,but the music was good,i made many mistakes in thel ast few posts,dinner was super today,after that the long talk about ite again,then welcome back bleeding season,i think theses days ill listen to more metal shit so i can improve my guitar vocab,and maybe it will be lots of work in ite,i realised,after ite ill be going for amry thats abit too soon,because - its at least the last i can hope for but dosent seem quite possible,unless the army dosent want me.thank you for cleaning my toilet bowl,bleach.it really works well.are you angry?

woke up at 9 to go to dover,got lost and reached around 11 decided to choose jean yip,came home,gave up,online now.

something isnt right,i know it,i can feel it,but they do it for me.got a rusty shirt from jasmine today,it looks quite scary,then after that went to get cake and dinner,ate pizza again today,for 3 days straight,and chocolate for over 2 weeks,going to the damn hairstyle shit at dover later,and my mum wants to come so ill let her and i can enjoy thinking in my own land,my hair has a long way to go too,and i finally chose my courses,my parents are so picky so i let them choose instead,well what are parents for anyway.damn,i miss you.i went through everything today,and it is still there,my heart is the same.

<3

i saw a some tags that destroys today

im a year older,and a notch more hopefull

<333

havent seen this in a long time

but thanks for remembering

that message meant alot to me

<3

shit,failed exams,i think only a few of us can retain,but seems like no one wants to,and thell rather go to ite,doodles hair is magnificent,inspires me to go to ite,today i bought them lunch at longjohn after collecting results,then went to penis without fryan fury,i said muse's recording sounds cheap to sherman,and ive never seen him so angry before,then he said they are better then any band you have ever listened to,he seems so psyched up when we got the same points,and kept making calls,we went to buy stickers at penis and the grumpy woman seemed to have pms so we didnt disturb her much,after that went to see guitars and figures,we went to a secluded shop and there was this man soloing like mad inside,his sweeps were super cleans,and whammy control perfect,this is the first time ive heard floyd rose used live,and doodles face was pink like mad,but really he was amazing,and i htink he works there too,irealisedi have no fear of the schecter of being sold i saw so many of them around the shop,we seperated after 6,then i went to suntec for the garden shit,the place smelt great,and i feel great in skool uniform,some old lady saw me and said oh my how can you be dressed in school uniform when your hair is so long and your pants so low,well i miss skool thats why :) back to bleach

bitch arent you weird you ought to be slapped by dad soon again,hope you didnt oversleep :) to bad im a kind person with not much actions so i wont do anything,slap me if you want,i have a pimple now and i dont know to get rid of it :) hope you have a pimple breakout on your palm :) watch bleach till ep91 today then same thing happened,i mustnt be angry or ill loook ugly :) went to davis today,there was a group of disgusting edward sounding boys there,taliking about basslines,hahahahahahahahahahaha,guichewipes,:) they didnt have the invader and dimebucker,amazing how fast theyre gone,so i didnt buy anything,went to guitar77 and saw beez there,he looks like the F4.3 form teacher,and i saw the omean six fr extreme oh my it was beautifull and it was at the corner :) after going to penis for so long i finally realised there are other music shops around,but i was in a rush so rushed to libary to meet mum to watch jack and the beansprout,really i dont like watching musicals,but once in a month is ok, :) after the show i went to bras to get strings,i bought the zakk whylde ghs set,the strings were 010 to 060 fucking fat,feels like im playing bass now,but i promise after this set ill stick to ernie's extra slinky balls,even though justin says wahlao they are so easy to snap leah,i went to class early but had to start late,but its ok :) i was fixing my strings,not bad im getting faster,though more training would be better,anyone needs their strings changed?i feel i have tooo much to argue about with justin,about the tabsbut its ok,he is too much better than me,it seems i forgot about the swee lee sale today,we saw ex uncle while eating at caffe barre,first time the food there made me full,i told justin i wanted to learn bat country,then he said it was too sudden,he needs to use guitar port to slow it down,ahahahahhahahahaahahahaha,super cheater,but still at least he has guitar port,better than me having fat strings,underpowered guitar,with finger prints :) i wonder if my obssession of power is too strong?should i save money and find out what i really want?or just buy before its gone,well its like angels and demons,pros and cons,my hand bled while fixing the g-string today,but compared to fixing doodle's theres less blood :) now im wondering if i should do as i wish and hog the computer,hahahahaha,this is fun,tell me if you got any corrections on making me a better person :) the queen V stopped working today,im proud of her for stopping :) shows she knows when to stop :) and its good she apologises :) but it isnt neccessary,i know ure busy at work :) i dont mind at all :) sweet dreams :) results in 1 day :) end all the pain :)

part 3

I was feeling full the whole of yesterday i think bcos of the german pork knuckles i had at Werner's the nite before. It was damn shiok nontheless. Yum Yum. Met the folks & the boy for dinner at Killiney Kopitiam outside my place & the boy had a fucking attitude problem. He was picking out bean sprouts from his laksa & he was bloody splashing laksa gravy on me eveytime he picked out each tao geh. When i told him to stop it, he raised his voice at me. What he din noe was that his sister has a louder voice than him & she will not hesitate to embarass him in public. NB. The nerve! He's becoming more & more like that thing he calls an older brother. Lucky for him he shut his gap after i told him off or else i would have given him one tight slap across his face

part 2

Yesterday i smoked in front of the boy after sending the folks off at the airport. I can't be bothered anymore. I never used to do that bcos i used to have some respect for the parents. Now, i dun even noe what respect is.

It was crazy. Tired like fuck after work. Met Kailing for a quick dinner. Went for a short survey that earned me $30. Went home. Showered. Sent parents to the airport with tubs & the boy in tow. Took forever there due to some cock up with the check in. Went ECP Macs drive thru cos both boys were hungry. Went home. Barely slept awhile. Woke up b4 the sun even came out. Definately b4 6am. Sent tubs to Bedok Reservoir to go back camp with his fren. Went home. Not much time left to sleep. Got ready & off to work.

The folks have only been gone for a day or 2 & the house is in a mess. I'm gonna scream at the boy veri soon. He is having holidays & the least he could do is do some simple house keeping like fill up the drinking water in the fridge or something but NO. He is having the time of his life. He has shifted into the parents room, left the com running almost 24/7, whether he is using it or not, ordered pizza & what not for his own consumption (i saw the receipt. it amazes me how a young boy like him can finish 2 pizzas + other side snackers on his own) & im sure he hasn't been home the whole day. I have no proof but i'm sure if i had taken a walk in Orchard today or yesterday or any other day, i'm bound to bump into him. When i got home from work today which was around 7pm, he was sleeping lor. OMG.. I wash my hands off him..
Due to the boy hogging the com & oso bcos i've been nothing but busy, i did not get the chance to blog yesterday. So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIX! You have oways been like a sister to me for so many years & i hope you liked the mini-celebration we gave you on Friday. Saturday's steamboat at the penthouse may not have seemed like much of a celebration but remember that if it wasn't for your birthday, there wouldn't even be any steamboat right? -HUGS-

my sister the super cunt

Thursday, November 30, 2006

My plan to watch TV has gone down the drain cos the boy is watching WWE. *sigh*

Has anyone heard the song on radio for Team Singapore for the upcoming Asian Games or something? After hearing it in the car with Jane the other day, i've been hearing alot more of it. It's so irritating lor. Can't they get someone who can pronounce proper english to sing the song? What the hell is 'tush' the sky? TOUCH lah...

Speaking about being irritable, taking the MRT to work everyday & taking the bus home has opened my eyes to the embarrassing amount of people that have no basic etiquette at all. I can't stand such people & sometimes when i'm in a foul enuff mood, i put my anger into something more constructive & i make sure my message gets across nice & clear. I've even made 1 enemy on the morning train & even though that stupid aunty still pushes & shoves like there's no tomoro, she has become smarter by steering clear of my way now after i gave her a dose of her own medicine & showed her what it was like to be shoved.

There are so many inconsiderate things people do in the morning train. One is not letting people get out first before forcing their way into the train. And once they get into the train, they refuse to move in. I oso hate those people who force themselves into the train when its obvious that people are oready jammed packed at the doors. Another thing i absolutely hate is when people lean on the fucking hand rail. Just today, while i was holding on to the hand rail, an aunty just leaned on it lah, and so my hand was stuck between her back & the hand rail. I tried moving my hand & all she did was give me a nasty look and so i made sure i grabbed on to more than afew strands of her hair & when she got off the train, the look on her face was priceless. And of cos the smile i gave her was even more priceless. I think she needs hair implants now. Its crazy how many people lean on the poles on the MRT. I see it omost everyday & if you are one of those people doing it, pray hard i'm not anywhere near you.
After a long tiring day at work, all i want is to have a comfy ride home so those people who tend to occupy more than 1 seat either bcos they sit sideways or bcos they use another seat to put their bags, STOP IT cos it says alot about what a lousy person you are. I hate all these disgusting people. Tomoro i'll have to see it all again. It's like on repeat everyday. I think the only thing that still amuses me a little is when once the MRT doors open, people RUN to the escalator. I have never seen that before until i started working here. Fancy wearing such smart & professional attire and all of a sudden, they run to the escalator like as if they are giving out free gold bars. No matter how much of a rush i'm in, i'll never be like that lor. It's quite sad lah, these people. I think someone should film how they behave & air it on the nice TV screens we have at every MRT station. Sometimes Singaporeans really need drastic measures for them to wake up their bloody ideas.

Ikea Tampines is open! Yay!! No more travelling all the way to Alexandra.

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